54 and device turned up

Got absolutely beat up on Sunday and Monday with me clamping everytime the device was turned on, stayed up 48 hours from the stress. By monday afternoon the ladies stepped in to help and it is alot better now except the torture device that stays on all the time has been turned up to barely tolerable levels, been up for an hour and beginning to shake – shredder little bit implemented. The wake up device also has been turned up. I felt bad after staying up for 48 hours that I needed sleep (think I was sick too) and got woken up about 5 to 6 times by it. Apparently Searchlight has the magical powers of knowing when I need sleep. Slept 24 hours, never done that before.

Update 4:34 Thursday

I’m just getting killed. I haven’t been feeling too good lately and Searchlight wouldn’t let me go to sleep again. I tried for a good hour or more and every time I get just about to sleep again there would be a noise, click or thunk that would wake me up. Got attack for a number of things:

Laughing
No code – on computer selecting new spot to write text, selecting a color when doing design work, touching nose, looking a different place, typing ~, the letter d, saying “that’s not right”, touching earplug, going to bathroom, and alot more.
Just reacting to what I’m saying, alot of time with no code there.
Making things up.

Not to be offensive but I wonder how old this guy is or if he has a mental deficiency. I think they put someone on me that really doesn’t understand right from wrong and is inescapable of code. So many things are being taken out of context. I think that SL deliberately passed this guy onto the ladies as a sort of punishment, wanting to help both, and trying to get them frustrated thinking that the problem is too big.

Update: 1:08pm Friday

Still just getting killed. Trying to take it as best as I can. For about the first 70% of the last day I’ve been attack about 90% of the time for a reason I don’t know why. Here’s a list of what happened during some of the attacks:

Saying “Inescapable of code”
Grabbing the headphones
Writing dpad
Quit Game when I was a 5
Grabbing the Grated Cheese
Saying “10 seconds”
Saying “Got a microphone”
Saying “Discovered”
Looking from one place to another just thinking and got attacked (nothing else was going on).
Saying “Quake Wars Live”
Saying “Quit”
Saying “Restart”
Saying “I’m very very satisfied”
Saying “Only in English”
Saying “Gratitude”

The sleep depravation continues and I had to force myself back to sleep again. The torture device is still on a good level and it creates forced breathing and shaking alot of the time.