The great sandwich_mystery
Last Thursday, my girlfriend was told she would be working only mornings; and I haven’t see her since. I miss her. She gave me a sandwich leaving the last time I saw her, and then I think of her. Then everything just gets noisy in my head (a premonition?) like I’m almost being told not to eat it. I don’t always have the happiest of thoughts 
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A Little bit less that good?
In the last few days my manager at Kmart tried to help me. I was having a not so great day with my first customer and my boss told me to go home after twenty minutes there; a was in a good mood and handled the situation positively but the situation was very noisy… She emphasized “home” which I later learned she meant my family. I was hurt by this and when I learned what she meant, I said to myself, “I don’t want them there.” My situation has been so rough the last few years I didn’t want my family there because I want to see that they are kept safe. Unfortunately, as I am now seeing, this could be less than ideal. Now it appears the town will have to deal with these problems. And without their knowledge of how detailed my situation is and the people surrounding me… less than good. Because of my disability, I have had experts around me that can help deal with my situation. I need a very positive, knowledgeable group around me.
Dumped by Kmart and my girlfriend I think
It looks bad. Last night I got to spend the night with my girlfriend. But she grilled me with code. I was shaken and bruised after the 40 or so minutes it went on, plus was in a lot of physical pain by the end of it. I had spurted sleep and thought alot about it. Today, I was sad. I feel I failed her. And I couldn’t help thinking, “How could such a smart girl want someone like me.” I’ve begun to wonder lately if it was all real.
Today I was just down, real bad too. I had no way to be able to defend myself and I’m pretty sure I lost the support of my girlfriend and kmart. And I’m pretty sure I’ve been pawned to someone that doesn’t even know me. I don’t blame them if they don’t care about me. They don’t know me. Maybe I’ve done bad things, they don’t know. I’ve seen this before. Is it is the beginning of the cycle of entropy ag
Much Ado about Everything
Today I got to see my girlfriend. I got spend twohours with her… it was lovely! Thank you for everyone to make this possible, thank you very much. I meant so much tome.
My heart is breaking…
I just figured things out. Last week, at my girlfriends they had her give me chili dogs. This was to axe her as the four. I didn’ t know! I didn’t know! I didn’t know. I didn’t know. I lost me love. Please help!!!!! I don’t want to lose my girl!
Abandoned by Kmart
It’s official now; Kmart axed me today. I’m still new to this town so the only people I really know are from there. If past is prologue, I’ll be put in the hands of people that don’t have a need to care for me (and why should they, I don’t blame them). For me this is real bad; I’ve worked so hard. Today they made a great push to reduce the inhibiting bugs in me; I was finally able to signal again! But it wasn’t enough. I got three hours of sleep last night; I am seriously a month behind sleep 8 nights (plus the three hours) of sleep in 34 days. I was given the most basic of attack tonight and I wasn’t able to see it until too late (couple seconds, damn).
Seven nights sleep, 32 days
It hit me today. By the time I got to work I was barely aware of my presence. The only thing I can remember about it is being able to move certain places. Any type of more complicated behavior, discussion was completely beyong me. I was nothing more than a physical entity tonight, incapable of making any kind of decision. I haven’t slept since Tuesday? Wednesday?
Time Enough for Love
Got to spend some time with my girlfriend; it was great. Hadn’t been able to spend much time with her lately because of work, it was one of the best nights of my life. Waking up after realizing I had to go I got sad and thought of loving fleeting but true love never dies.
Abandoned by Kmart?
The crush started on March 29th and was supposedly to end on April 5th. During this time I was given two and a half nights sleep and possibly five meals. On Wednesday April 4th of course I got hit real hard, a very deep in-the-brain one at work. This left me un-mindedly; I didn’t even know how to think. My boss came out and said, “Do you need to go home, Todd? I can’t have you sitting out here.” I told her that I was having trouble getting my bearings and that maybe I should. When she emphasized “home”, I thought it meant she would make me an eight (which they actually did) but it’s real allusion was to take away my handler (who was doing good) and to make my parents handlers again. I had no idea. I had no idea until today. I’ve had one real sleep since Wednesday; plu, this left a knowledge gap and an open invitiation for them to do more damage.
